Sunday, January 13, 2013

Memoar Tinta Hitam


Sebuah sudut memendam cerita
memoar seseorang dengan lembar penuhnya
tak putih dan bersih lagi 
tinta hitam mendominasi

Suatu mendung menghantar denting hujan
larut dalam satu nafas
terasa agak sulit ketika mencoba mengisi udara 
tetapi begitu lancar berhembus 

Angin tak dapat katakan apapun
membisu beku dalam celah air hujan
tak terdengar suara 
tetapi tarasa terlalu bising

Entah apa yang digoreskan seseorang itu 
lembar demi lembar kisahnya sulit dipahami
pengakuan tak kunjung diraih 
setiap yang bernafas wajar mempunyai mimpi dan mimpi tak mempunyai batas

Saturday, January 5, 2013

Mimpi saat Terjaga

Hidup tidak meminta dideskripsikan, dan kau repot dengan hal kosong. Hidup bicara tentang kebahagiaan, dan kau hanya berkeluh kesah. Ambilah emasmu dalam diam, dan bergeraklah untuk hartamu dalam waktu. Sepanjang malam kau terjaga, menanti sesuatu yang akan menjadi sesuatu dalam judul yang belum kau namai dalam malam. Langit malam tak selalu begitu cerah, langit malam ibarat bersembunyi dalam ketakutan. Kau terjaga dan tak juga melakukan apapun. 

Hidup sering terlihat sangat sulit dan selalu terasa lebih sulit saat dihadapi, kekuatanmu pergi, berarti bahwa keluargamu cerai berai. Kesenanganmu enggan kau lepas, dan lukamu semakin dalam. 

Berpinjaklah diatas tanah Tuhanmu, walau tak ada atap. Bersabarlah, dan yakin bahwa suatu ketika akan kau hampiri kebahagiaan sesungguhnya, dengan harapan asli dan penglihatan nyata. 

Hiduplah dengan kesederhanaanmu dan jauhilah keluargamu yang cerai berai hanya ketika kau menyadari bahwa hari-hari tak akan lebih pantas untuk kamu berikan emas dan harta yang tak lagi berkilau. 

Tuesday, January 1, 2013

foyer brisé

you broke something important
i just don't want to see, hear, and feel anyting
you let someting without wings fly
and remember how beautifull to be free

i just ran out
when night getting colder
and home can't be warm

Friday, December 28, 2012

Demetria Devonne Lovato

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Don't Forget adalah album debut dari penyanyi dan penulis lagu asal US, Demi Lovato. Album ini dirilis
 pada 23 September 2008 oleh Hollywood Records. Lovato menulis hampir semua lagu di album ini bersama band asal Amerika, Jonas Brothers, yang juga turut memproduseri beberapa lagu bersama John Fields. Album ini berhasil menduduki posisi 2 di Billboard Hot 100 dan posisi 77 di Indonesia.



Here We Go Again - Solo - U Got Nothin' on Me - Falling Over Me - Quiet - Catch Me - Everytime You Lie - Got Dynamite - Stop the World - World of Chances - Remember December - Everything You're Not - Gift of a Friend - So Far So Great

Here We Go Again adalah album studio kedua dari penyanyi pop rock Amerika Demi Lovato. Dirilis pada 21 Juli 2009 oleh Hollywood Records. Lovato menulis hampir semua lagu dalam album ini tanpa bantuan dari band Amerika, Jonas Brothers. Album ini menampilkan beberapa penulis dan prosedur baru, seperti Aris Archonitis, Gary Clark, Adam Dodd, John Fields, Jon McLaughlin, Jeannie Lurie, dan Anne Preven. Penyanyi dan penulis lagu asal America, John Mayer juga berkontribusi dalam album ini dengan menulis lagu "World of Chances" bersama Lovato. Secara musik, Here We Go Again menampilkan aliran pop rock dan power pop dengan menekankan pada akustik dan synthpop. Liriknya sesuai dengan topik remaja.
Album ini secara umum mendapatkan review yang positif dari kritikus, yang memuji orientasi album ini yang lebih "nge-rock". Here We Go Againberhasil menduduki peringkat #1 di US Billboard 200, dengan penjualan 108.000 kopi di minggu pertamanya, dan peringkat #24 di Indonesia. Pada Agusutus 2011, album ini telah terjual lebih dari 450.000 kopi di US. Selain itu, album ini juga menduduki 10 besar di berbagai negara, seperti Yunani dan Selandia Baru, serta 40 besar di Mexico, Spanyol, dan Brazil.
Dua single dirilis dari album ini. "Here We Go Again" dipilih sebagai single pertama dan mendapat kesuksesan dengan meraih #15 di US, dan menjadi raihan paling tinggi untuk lagu Lovato saat itu.


Track List:
01 - La La Land
02 - Get Back
03 - Trainwreck
04 - Party
05 - On The Line (Feat. Jonas Brothers)
06 - Don’t Forget
07 - Gonna Get Caught
08 - Two Worlds Collide
09 - The Middle
10 - Until You’re Mine
11 - Believe In Me
12 - Behind Enemy Lines (Bonus Track)
13 - Lo Que Soy (This Is Me-Spanish Version)(Bonus Track) 




All Night Long -  Who's That Boy - You're My Only Shorty - Together - Lightweight - Unbroken - Fix a Heart - Hold Up - Mistake - Give Your Heart a Break - Skyscraper - In Real Life - My Love Is Like a Star - For the Love of a Daughter - Skyscraper (Wizz Dumb Remix)

Unbroken is the third studio album by American recording artist Demi Lovato. Writing and recording for the album began as early as July 2010, but ended in late 2010 due to Lovato's rehabilitation. Production resumed in April 2011 after Lovato's treatment ended. Musically, Lovato has described the album as "more mature" and "a little more R&B/pop" than her previous material, quoting artists such as Rihanna and Keri Hilson as influences. While some of the album's lyrical content was heavily influenced by Lovato's personal struggles in late 2010, it also deals with lighter subjects, such as love,self empowerment and having fun.
The album received generally mixed to mostly positive reviews from music critics, with some who commended its ballad tracks and praised Lovato's vocals, but others who dismissed it as "immature" and criticized its amount of "party songs". Despite critics' reviews, the album was praised by Lovato's fans. The album was a commercial success in the United States, peaking at number 4 on the Billboard 200, with sales exceeding 96,000 copies in its first week of release. Internationally, Unbroken charted within the top twenty of Australia, Canada, Mexico, New Zealand, and Argentina. Unbroken also appeared in the top 40 in charts in, Belgium, Spain, Switzerland and Italy. She appeared on the charts in Austria, Germany, the Netherlands, and in Japan.
Unbroken spawned two top 20 singles its lead single, "Skyscraper", was released on July 12, 2011. It was a commercial success in the United States, debuting and peaking at number ten on the Billboard Hot 100, making it Lovato's second highest-charting single to date behind "This Is Me" featuring Joe Jonas. It also reached the top twenty of Canada, New Zealand and Scotland. It was very well received from music critics, who generally cited it as a highlight on the album. "Give Your Heart a Break" was announced as the second single, and was released to American radio stations on January 23, 2012. On the week ending June 8, "Give Your Heart a Break" reached a peak of #16 on the Billboard Hot 100 and #1 on Billboard Pop Songs.


Thursday, December 27, 2012

Don't Forget



Did you forget
That I was even alive?
Did you forget
Everything we ever had?
Did you forget?
Did you forget
About me?

Did you regret (did you regret)
Ever standing by my side
Did you forget (did you forget)
What we were feeling inside?
Now I'm left to forget
About us

But somewhere we went wrong
We were once so strong
Our love is like a song
You can't forget it

So now I guess
This is where we have to stand
Did you regret
Ever holding my hand?
Never again
Please don't forget
Don't forget

We had it all
We were just about to fall
Even more in love
Than we were before
I won't forget
I won't forget
About us

But somewhere we went wrong
We were once so strong
Our love is like a song
You can't forget it

Somewhere we went wrong
We were once so strong
Our love is like a song
You can't forget it
At all

And at last
All the pictures have been burned
And all the past
Is just a lesson that we've learned
I won't forget
Please don't forget us

Somewhere we went wrong
Our love is like a song
But you won't sing along
You've forgotten
About us
(Don't forget)